Your experience seems pretty similar to mine. There's been times where I'm so into it it's hard to tell if I just spoke something I was thinking out loud, but I don't think I actually have. Probs is some sort of daydreaming, but I don't want to call it maladaptive cause I enjoy it so much.
I really see it going in that direction. People with savings can resist and stand up for themselves and others more easily, so I think making us all very poor is their priority.
Thanks for your reply. I agree with you about labels. It'd just be nice to know what's going on with me so I can deal with it more effectively.
I always take time everyday to just think about and process stuff, which is where I think my self awareness comes from. When it comes to alexithymia, I have difficulties with identifying the emotions of strangers, but when it comes to people I know well I do just fine I think. I also feel I can identify and describe my own feelings well. So I don't think I have much if any alexithymia.
It has really helped to get this off my chest and to hear that my experience is not invalid. I feel like I can start moving forward with trying to heal
That seems like an excessive comment to give to a noobie who is just trying to be safe. Also I recently became an adult so I'm basically a baby. I can't really just not be one unless I sit and wait for a while.
Your experience seems pretty similar to mine. There's been times where I'm so into it it's hard to tell if I just spoke something I was thinking out loud, but I don't think I actually have. Probs is some sort of daydreaming, but I don't want to call it maladaptive cause I enjoy it so much.